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Wow... its been a week since I last blogged. Hmm... I hereby shall make it a point to blog often if not it would be pointless to have one anyway. Right then, where shall I kick start?

Maybe something about my life.

The past week had been melancholy and dreadful. I've been struggling to find the inner self confidence that I once possessed. Appearing to be OK in front of friends yet you really can't deceive your closest brothers no matter how hard you hide your feelings.

It suddenly dawned on me that no matter what happens, even if the sky falls, there's always your good brothers standing beside you, through times of difficulty and hardship. I would like to express my gratitude towards u-know-who-u-are. You guys have been nothing short of GREAT.

Well... amongst all these sadness. I would like to break a good news for a change of mood.

I pass my supplementary exam! Hooray!

In other words, I'm proceeding to my Year 3 Sem 2. The last hurdle to my diploma. After which I'm over and done with SCHOOL. Muahaha... its a joy but just the beginning of a dreaded 2 years of National Service. Sigh...


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Lets talk about something funny that took place a while ago while I was driving to AMK interchange for a meal at MacDonalds.

There was this typical all black Subaru Wrx tailing me for quite some distance while I was on my way back. I was quite puzzled until it suddenly started to look quite familiar. YES! How could I forget it? The car plate, the body kit, and the words "Team Trick" sticked onto the bumper of the car.

The car that is always found parking at the lot opposite my house. I've seen it numerous times but never the owner.

Outta curiosity, in an attempt to catch a glimpse of the "wonderful car" owner, (notice I highlighted the words wonderful car because I am not implying that the owner is wonderful. Haha!) I decided to drive to HIS parking lot, assuming that he or she is going home.

Voila!

I was right, he was right at my back all the time until I reached the destination. I parked my car in just a few moments, waiting for that mysterious guy to park his too.

Surprisingly, that guy took an awful long time. I was waiting in anticipation, what kind of a person is he? Is he young? Sporty? Handsome? All these answers to my doubts were going to be unveiled in a moment.

I waited.

The car finally stopped. The door swung open instantly. And out comes...

*drums rolling*

A LAO AH PEK!

Omfg. I gasped in horror and disbelief. Totally dumbfounded. When I suddenly realise what was happening, I burst from a small chuckle to a thunderous roar of laughter.

Really buey tahan.

The ah pek looked to be at least 60 plus. I really salute him.

Then, something caught my eye again. There were 2 black stickers, one at each of the 2 side mirrors. I strained my eyes to have a better look.

This time round, I really could not control myself any longer. I had to bend down and laugh so that no one in the right frame of mind would see someone laughing alone in his car and deemed it insanity.

Those were black Mashimaro stickers.

What a day!
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.:nitekidScrewed at 10:08 AM:.
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Down and depressed.

My girl disappointed and upsetted me again. This time round I dunno what to do.

I was sick for 3 fuken days last week. First nite, I SMSed her informing her about my illness. I was fuken weak and my whole body ached like hell. I was bedridden if u had read my previous post.

Maybe because my replies to her SMS were short and simple, mostly 1 sentence, she thot I dun care for her, and can't be bothered. Why can't she be a little more understanding? I swore my head planned to explode on me man. I can't even think well, and I felt so awfully AWFUL.

Next day, she didn't call nor SMS me the whole day. And so was the 3rd. I was fuken pissed that she didn't show any care and concern for me. She did not even drop by to have a look at me. What kinda gf is this? Sigh...

I thot she would be the last gf I would ever wanna have. I'm so sick of getting attached so many times and breaking up.

She would always say I dun love her. She didn't know I love her with all I have. Why can't she just believe that I fuken love her maybe not very very very very very much, but at least more than any other I loved before. Loving someone doesn't mean showing it. It resides in the heart.

My mum likes her.

My dad likes her.

Even my maid likes her.

It looks like I'm so wrong yet again in my choice. Maybe it isn't her fault at all. It just wouldn't work out. We shall see...

I thot by bringing her along for the Genting trip, we would get closer. I was very very happy during the stay. I thot she felt so too. I dunno why it turn out like that when we come back. Apparently, it didn't.

I miss her damn bloody much. I dunno if she misses me too.

Maybe its about time...

Maybe I should make her hate me so she would feel better if I end it.

Having deep thots now, no mood to blog.

My heart aches whenever I think about my high hopes for her, as a gf, as a future wife.

Haiz... its all fated.

Shall blog again when I have the mood.

TataZz.... Good day everyone.
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.:nitekidScrewed at 1:55 PM:.
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Alrite, lets talk about bad luck today.

Boy u gotta believe, that if u're really down on luck, (direct translation from the famous hokkien proverb Qi Jiao Bian Gong Kuey) "U feed bird also can become rooster."

Yeh. Its that bad.

Well, I've returned from Genting for some time already and didn't blog till now is because I was bedridden for the past few days. Feeble, having a slight fever and a fucking migraine that kept recurring whenever my head moves from a lower amplitude to a higher one. To make things worse, I experienced tremendous aching in the muscles in all parts of the body at night when I'm tucked in my oh-so-comfy bed. It was truly a nightmare. I suspect I had some viral infection but didnt seek medical assistance. In the end, I was homebound for 3 fucking days.

Damn! On a public holiday eve I am actually at home instead of drowning myself with cups of Martell cum coke, and having fun outside? U gotta be kidding man.


Bad luck.


Pls allow me to digress. I suddenly thought of commenting about medical assistance. How many times outta 10 would u dare say that u're truly sick when u're consulting a doctor? 1? 2? All? Tsk tsk... for me, its 1 outta 10.
Hmm... I smell truancy. = p

Back on track, I actually managed to sneak into the gargantuan casino at Genting hotel. I was like WAHhhhhhhHHhHh the moment I passed the security site. Its really HUGE compared to the cruise casino that I used to go.

Well, this might sound contradicting, I succeeded in escaping the jaws of getting caught by those oh-so-fierce guards when I'm underage and I call this unlucky? No, I didnt type wrongly, read on...

I befriended a couple on the tour bus and we agreed to stick together thruout the stay. Apparently, the guy is 4 years older than me and his gf is of the same age as mine. LOL. But we felt comfortable with each other la. So everything was fine.

When night fell, the 2 girls went to do their own shopping while the 2 of us tackled the casino by storm. Haha... we decided on forking out 200RM each cos thats all I have, making up 400RM in total for our capital.

We went to the Black Jack's section and settled there. Initially, we kept winning. We always got 19, 20 or 21 points. God knows, our luck took a dramatic U turn. The winning streak turned to a losing one.

We got 20 points but the banker got 21.
we got 21 points, and yet again, the banker pulled of a stunt by getting Black Jack.


Bad luck.


What to do? We were getting more and more agitated by the moment. In the end, we were each left with a 100RM. Fuming already, we couldn't care any less and tossed the final 2 100RM chips onto the table.

The banker dealed the cards...

*drums roll*

YES! We got an "Ace" for the first card. In our hearts, we were crying out harmoniously.

"AH PEK! AH PEK! AH PEK! AH PEK! AH PEK! AH PEK!

The banker flipped open the second card for us.

"Ace" again!!!!!

By singaporeans style, we should have jumped up in joy, savouring the moment we got a "BAN BAN" right?

TRIPLE LEHX!!

Yeh dream on.

Theres no such thing as "BAN BAN" in casinos. U either split or take it as 2 points.

Of cos la, anybody in the right frame of mind would have chosen spilt ma, if 2 Ah Pek come u get paid 4 times ma. Right?

Yeah... we digged into our pockets and stared at each other for a moment...

"Hahahahahahaha, BO LUI AH!" (No money)

"Song bo! We no money spilt lehx!"

Just for consumers info, in order to split, u have to place another additional amount depending on how much u've bet. In this case, we have to come up with another 200RM.

Great! We were broke. How on earth we dig out another 200RM? What the fuck? What we gonna do? We were like cursing and swearing, but there was nothing we could do but acknowledge the cards as 2 points so the banker could continue dealing.

"Sir no split?"

*shows a passing hand sign* (meaning no)

Banker deals cards...

First one, QUEEN OF HEARTS!

"wahhhhh" Everyone on the table chorused.

"Stay or pull Sir?" The banker asked.

*taps the table indicating a pull*

QUEEN OF SPADES!

This time round, a much much louder "WAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" from the crowds.

"Too much, 22 points", The banker hastily swept our chips aside.

We stoned for a moment, before my friend blurted out,

"KAN NI NA, SIBEI SUEY LEHX!"

And he continued to curse and curse as we made our way back to the hotel room. Can u believe this? If we had splitted, we would have paid 4 times more already, as we would have 2 Black Jacks. Wtf is going on man?


SUPER bad luck.


Very tired. Turning in. Nites everyone!
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.:nitekidScrewed at 3:32 AM:.
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Yawnzz... its already 1am in the morning. 4 and half more hours to dawn. I'm sitting down here contemplating whether to grab a can of coke for a chill or to pop a ciggi and shack.

Sigh... in other words, I'm SIAN!

I'm still pretty much short of 'fully packed' for my Genting trip in erm... 43 hours time. I'm just too lazy to move every inch of my muscles. Sad to say, I dun even feel turned on for this trip. No adrenalin rush at all. Dunno why...

Digression aside, I wanna talk about a short conversation I had with my friend today who insisted that he wun go for girls who are non-virgins. I shot him back right at his face claiming that his thinking was too childish and self centered.

This was how it went when we came to this:


Me: "Wtf? U mean u wun be with a girl who is not a virgin?"

Friend: "Of cos la! Siao, y waste time on them? Cb they dunno give how many guys fuck b4 liao."


I was flabbergasted.


Me: "Wah lan how can u be so selfish? U expect ur gf to be a virgin when u urself aint one, crap lor."

Friend: "How can lidat compare? They sit and pee and we stand and pee wan lehx. Arbo call MALE and FEMALE. DUH!"


At this point of the conversation, I wanted to give up. There's no point in knocking some sense into a dumbfuck like him, albeit I didn't. Cos I felt this guy needs to wake up his fucking idea.


Me: "Wah u cannot make it la. Ok la I give u an example. Your current gf was a virgin before she know u rite?"

Friend: "Ya."

Me: "Lidat means when u if touchwood la, one day break up with her. The next guy that comes along to woo her cannot do so la? Cos she non-virgin liao ma. Then in the end all virgin marys in Singaporore no more liao u going to other countries find gf izzit? Siao bo? U eat shit grow up wan izzit?"

Friend: "Lidat bo pian lor, what to do? Aiyah my thinking is lidat la, other guys go sian her when I break up with her mind or dun mind she virgin anot not my tai ji wad. Different people different thinking ma."


I was taken aback by his reply, but I concur. Different people do have different thinkings. Be it good or bad, right or wrong, everyone has the right to persist on his or her own view. There's nothing wrong in it, anyway, we are living in a democratic country afterall.


I retorted: "Aiyah whatever la, u this kinda thinking sibei jia lat man. U go tell this to girls, they will 1 by 1 come slap u till u wake up. Haha... cannot make it la u."


End of conversation.

Well I suppose maybe u girls out there would like to protest towards such skeptical attitude that subverts the whole foundation of female pride. U can do so in the comments section. :)

Does it really concern u whether ur partner is or is not a virgin?

If u love him/her, does it matter?

If u matter, does it mean that u dun love him/her?

Its a debatable question, just like when u ask,


Chicks first?



OR

Eggs first?




Hehe my answer for this is chicks first. Just like how O'mighty God in heaven created us.

According to Christianity, Adam and Eve were the first creations of mankind. So, with this theory or fact if u call it as I aint a christian, I conclude that God initially created 2 chicks too, a rooster and a hen before they bore eggs and carried on the chicken family line. Sounds absurd? Hehe...


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Something to put a smile on Man United fans faces, its Manchester United 4-1 Sparta Prague.

Err... or shud I say, Ruud Van Nistelrooy 4-1 Sparta Prague.

Yeh man, he scored all 4 of Man U's goals. Maybe we shud start singing the theme song for him:

"Its Marvellous, what ruuddy, can DO FOR U!"

Yet again, Ruud the mad scorer! The goal poacher! The ultimate finisher! Or whatever u call him. How many times have we seen that? It's just awesome. 41 goals in 45 champions league matches. What a record. He is only 8 goals behind all time top scorer in champions league, Raul Gonzalez of Real Madrid, whose tally of goals shot up to 49 today BUT, in 93 matches. Thats the statistic.

Sooner or later, he will overtake him. Thats for sure. Simply fantastic.

Never mind about the hype surrounding the latest Man U transfer Wayne Rooney.
Never mind that Rooney is priced at 25 million pounds compared to Van Nistelrooy's 18.
Never mind that Van Nistelrooy is 10 years older than Rooney.

He just showed today who is BOSS in Man U's 60 million pounds strikeforce. And who else? :)

He will be hailed as one of the all time greatest strikers in football history. No doubts about that.

All the way Ruud! And pls dun be Rude to the ref or u will be booked.

LOL. Nites everyone.
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What a sad day for me.

After days of revision and self studying, I thought I was ready enough to at least get a pass for my C&CS supp paper. Boy was I wrong. Terribly wrong. I believe I scored for section C, but fucking things do happen for example u dun know how to do a single question in section B at all. Yeah, its a fucked up world, a fucked up subject cum a fucked up paper setter. Oh suck it!

Well it ain't true that I didn't prepare sufficiently. In fact, I went thru all the past year papers I have in hand and practise and practise and practise the same questions over and over again so as to be sure that I throughly understoodED it. I hadnt slept for the past 22 hours and it seems I've transformed into a giant panda over the nite. Sian... exam sucks to the core of the god damn earth. Arghhhh!!!

Sometimes I wonder y exam questions normally dun come out the ones that u prepared for. Its a "suey" world man. Ok no... EVERYTIME!

I believe everyone experienced it before. U study those real difficult ones yet what eventually came out were questions that were relatively easy. Easy in a way u got stuck, and haven any idea how the fuck to solve such an easy one.

Or maybe the questions that came out weren't what u anticipated, or the "format" for a particular question is kinda unfamiliar to u as compared to the past year papers that u had gone thru.

In the end, u cursed and sweared after u got out of the exam hall.

"Why the setter set such a twisted question?"

"I know its easy! But I fucking dun know how to do!"

"Cb lor... this type of questions nv see before lehx!"

Ha! Well, thats life.

In 2 weeks time, I will know whether I'll be shaving my head bald anot. U can say I'm nervous and scared, but there is nothing I can do but to cross my fingers and pray. Someone help me!!! Sigh...

No mood to blog already, going to catch some sleep to rest my heavy black eyes.

Laterz...
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.:nitekidScrewed at 1:35 PM:.
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